We, as individuals, do not comprehend what love is until we suffer a true heartache.
I was going through my profile pictures and I came across a picture of you and I on your 18th birthday last year. Tears rushed down my face and my heart started pounding. I steadily stared at the picture for a good ten minutes, thinking of all the things I could have done to make things work. I would give ANYTHING, to be back at that stage in my life. It was honestly the best time I had in my life. I have never felt such happiness from one individual, and to this day I still smile and treasure every happy moment we shared. You will always have a special place in my heart that no one could come close to replace. Josh, as much as you hated this, I would give anything to have the old you back. And tonight I will have to confess it wasn’t others that told me to break it off with you, it was YOU. You are the only person that led me to break it off. The pain and disrespect you caused me though out the year is nearly unforgivable. It wasn’t this friend or that friend, I knew their lies, but it was your actions, and your reactions that told me, “I am scared of this man. I am terrified of what he’s capable of.”
- Edgar Allan Poe (via letteratura-litterature)
- (via livewhtyalove)
Something that I and other people deal with. All I can do is ask for forgiveness and try harder to not let my problems make relationships unbearable to be with.
reblogging again because it’s painfully relevant.
Its simply amazing how one human being, can forever alter your consciousness.